Grief

You die, I cry.

Tears come and come.

Why you? Why me?

When you left, My heart

left too.

I hold you while you

take your last breath.

What can I do?

What can I say?

Don't leave! Please don't!

Please don't leave me here cold

alone, and abandoned!

Grief stabs me again

and again. I feel it come

in waves. It hits harder

each time.

I don't know what to do!

My breath comes in gasps!

My heart seems to stop.

I feel as if I am dying too.

Tears and words can't

explain how I feel inside.

Oh, Oh, How I want to scream

in anguish!

I collapse beside your body.

Grief slams again and again.

The air suddenly becomes too hot and thick.

I can't breathe!

My heart stops!

No stay awake! Please!

I want to scream.

Not a sound made.

I turn away.

I can't stand to see you anymore.

Memories hit me now.

I remember you running,

playing, and it seems you laughed.

Grief tears at me.

You leave with a smile. Why?

Grief, Grief, Grief

.........GRIEF.

MNJ

Dedication: To Beauty, Sam, Bugger Bear, Spooky, and To my friends family.