Thursday, April 9, 2009

Pain

Pain
Pain is what
I feel. I want
so much not to
cry and scream.
I want to just
cry on a strong
supportive shoulder
I want to curl up
in My Father's
lap and cry,cry,cry!
I can see and
hear demons.
I try to tell
others but
they tell me
"Oh, you are just
a litttle girl with
such a good imagination!"
"No little girl can see that!"
"I don't believe you!"
I want to scream
"But I can!
Really! I can!
I am not a little
girl with such
a good imagination!
I can really see and
hear them!"
But still they
don't be believe
me. More pain
shoots through
me. One after
another. I want to
scream "Cheater!Liar!Stealer!
Faker! Sneaker!"
Pain,pain,pain!
I feel like I am
carrying 500 tons
of pain on my shoulders.
I want to shake free!
I feel like a
trapped animal
yearning for
freedom.
I want to be like
the gracful,fearless
wild horse whom
stomps his enemies
under his great and
powerful hoofs
God hath given him.
Then races away like
the wind. I want
to be like the
graceful deer
whom gracefully
bounds away
from danger.
I see the
Prince of Darkness
I hear him....but....
he has NO control
over ME!
I also see
and hear the Prince
of Peace.
His voice is softer then
the babies skin.
Sweeter then honey.
But firm.
With Him I Am
the gracful, fearless
wild horse whom stomps
his enemies under his
great and powerful
hoofs and races
away,I am
like the
graceful deer
whom gracefully
bounds away
from danger.
I am Free!
Pain?
Ha!
Jesus?
Yeah!
WHOOO HOOO!
Jesus WILL
conquer Death!
I am....
....Free....Of....
....Pain!
MNJ
Note: No more Pain! No more sickness of ANY kind! Just believe Jesus WILL heal you and cast those unwelcoming Demons OUT! Be Free! But you have to believe Jesus WILL heal you!